Cold and heartless, thoughtless boy
Who's never felt that which you destroy...
Cursed by a witch over a practical joke, Cupid is doomed to centuries of life as a reindeer, unable to be freed until he falls in love. But how likely is that to ever happen, when all anyone sees when they look at him is a reindeer?
For Mercy Devers, all anyone sees when they look at her is the scar marring half her face, left by the fire which claimed her parents' life. Ashamed of her disfigurement, she lives as a recluse, only creeping out at night to wander the town where she grew up.
Until one Christmas Eve when she spies an ice sculpture in the town square. An ice sculpture of a reindeer so beautiful it takes her breath away...
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Reviews
4 1/2 Blue Ribbons! "A charming story and a wonderful Christmas tale that gives you plenty of reason to still believe in the beauty of the season." -- Romance Junkies
4 1/2 Cherries! "I could visualize myself standing next to Cupid in the square as Mercy cried over his perfection and his solitude...[M]y heart sang that two people who were so meant to be together could possibly find love with each other. But remember, this is a story of a curse, a witch crossed, the god of love, mercy found and Christmas magic..." -- Whipped Cream Reviews
4 Angels! "Cupid is a tale of love and magic and redemption at Christmas time. Cupid is not the cocky and self-assured fellow that we usually see. In this story, he has been taken down a few notches and taught humility, and he is all the more sympathetic and attractive because of it..." -- FAR
"Sierra Dafoe brings her readers into the lives of her characters and has them hoping for the best. The readers want to see Cupid redeem himself as well as see Mercy find the love she deserves..." -- ParaNormal Romance
Cupid M/F sensual romance
Publisher: Changeling
Format: eBook
Length: Hot Flash
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Excerpt
“Ho, Dasher! Ho, Dancer! Ho!”
Cupid felt the traces tug, and the bells on his harness jingled as the rumbling hoofbeats slowed to a stop. In the pristine silence, he heard the creak of the sleigh as Santa climbed out, and his heart sank as heavy footsteps came toward him, crunching lightly on snow.
He didn’t want to do this. Not again.
“All right, Cupid. Let’s get you unhitched.”
What’s the point? he asked sullenly. It’s the same every year. No one ever sees me.
“None so blind as those who won’t see, eh, lad?” Santa’s chuckle was soft rather than mocking, but still his words made Cupid’s stomach knot.
It had been Santa who’d found him, running with the reindeer in the mountains of Scandinavia, moving blindly with the herds, clinging to them through the long centuries of silence and self-recrimination. It was Santa who’d taken him in, given him a home and companionship and some degree of understanding.
And it was Santa who, every year, gave him a chance once again to break the curse that had been laid on him...for all the good it had done so far.
It had been a joke, that’s all. Just a stupid joke. The sight of that hag-faced crone wooing a comely young peasant nearly half her age... It had been too much for his sense of the ridiculous, and he’d notched an arrow to the string, grinning.
He remembered the way she’d looked up at him, her eyes wide and horrified as she’d felt the bite of his arrow. Whatever yearnings she’d felt for the peasant boy she’d been pursuing, with one deft shot Cupid had turned toward a nearby pig instead.
Of course, the punchline might have funnier if she hadn’t turned out to be a witch.
How many centuries ago had that been? He couldn’t count them any more. Centuries spent in the cold wastelands of the north with only the thin comfort of the dumb beasts around him for company, his fury fading slowly into miserable acceptance.
Cold and heartless, thoughtless boy
Who’s never felt that which you destroy,
Go earthbound and blind, a voiceless beast
Until by mercy’s touch you be released.
Never again fly on pinioned wing
Until even you, Cupid, have felt love’s sting.
Cupid sighed. He’d deserved it. He was everything she’d called him -- cold and heartless. Thoughtless. For a moment’s entertainment, he’d obliterated whatever emotions had driven her and redirected them...onto a pig. And what was worse -- what was infinitely worse -- was the memory of the handsome youth’s crestfallen face as the ill-featured witch had turned away from him.
It was as inexplicable as it was damning. For all the long, silent years he’d spent pondering it, he couldn’t figure it out. Could the boy actually have cared for her? It was unfathomable.
At last he’d finally admitted that he, Cupid, had no understanding of love at all.
Nor was ever like to, despite Santa’s attempts. Until by mercy’s touch you be released -- how likely was that, really, to ever happen? Not once in all the centuries had a human, merciful or otherwise, so much as tried to touch him.
He stood, head lowered dejectedly as Santa unbuckled his harness, leaving him standing free of the other seven. The air seemed suddenly colder without the solid warmth of Comet along his left side. Then a breath scented with mint and apple cider touched his face as Santa bent close and spoke softly in his ear.
“Have patience, lad. Things come when they come.”
But for him, Cupid suspected, love would never come. And even if it did, would he even recognize it? How could he, when he didn’t even know what love was?
Santa patted his shoulder reassuringly, but Cupid didn’t even raise his head. It was hopeless, all of it, and yet he had to go through it again and again, stupidly, pointlessly, over and over.
